Vision of Unity and Peace

Trying to spread the word and up the youtube hits on my latest project.

Ehsan is an Iranian-American local artist from Orange County, Ca.
He was deeply moved by the events of 9/11 and the overall state of the world. He has been working on an art project to promote UNITY and PEACE for the last 7 years.

This is not a post to sell anything, simply to help spread the word of his soon to be finished project which when done will be composed of 2,000 paintings that when put side by side take up 1/2 an acre of land to form a 2 sided symbol of Unity and Peace.

Please share this with your friends as well as any thoughts or questions you may have.

This is a small teaser (made by my company a Room Full of Strangers) on his upcoming art exhibit/festival that i am setting up for him next year, there will be more information available soon!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nOj2QX0cuJw

Your favorite rock song, is your babys favorite lullaby!

  • Current Music
    Stiv Bators version of "I had too much to dream last night"

i think i am done.

It seems more like a poem than a song but thats what the daft bugger gets for asking me to do it...

Scattered, Shattered, broken down.
Fragmented thoughts meander amongst the mist.
What was once thought to be a true now laid to rest.

(chorus)
Into the haze
Through the mist in my mind
There she drifts hidden
Behind a mask of sanity
There she awaits her fate
Through the mist in my mind


Broken remnants of a lost dream
Fluttering, drifting and swaying out of reach
Beyond the brass ring and into another realm
Hidden in the fog, buried deep beneath the black beach
The captain of days since past stands at the helm
Steering upstream through the mist

(chorus)
Into the haze
Through the mist in my mind
There she drifts hidden
Behind a mask of sanity
There she awaits her fate
Through the mist in my mind
Through the mist in my mind
Is is to late

Beyond the billowing sails
The sun rises a new.
Beholding that which lays around
I come to see myself unfound
Gazing upward to see the sky split in two
The aged mariner standing his ground

The sea a blaze, dark water boils
The leviathan sparks from his snout
Breathe of burnt ash twisting like a coil
The sails torn and his ship turned about
Cast down into the briny deep abyss
The vessel plummets along with his turmoil

(chorus)
Into the haze
Through the mist in my mind
There she drifts hidden
Behind my mask of sanity
There she awaits her fate
Through the mist in my mind
Through the mist in my mind
I was the bait.
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    head hurts to much to think.

Update and some silly words that i actually wrote out.

OK.

Nana.

Doing well. Sorry it has taken me so long to get this down, but what can i say, life is in session.
She has been home for a couple weeks now. the angioplasty would do no good because her artery walls are too thin and weak and run the risk of tearing.
She has so far refused any kind of open heart surgery saying, "those bloody buggers arent going to experiment on my, im 83 years old, are they daft?" (i think she is actually 84)
i am going to try and at least stay with them for half a week pretty soon and start getting settled in over there for a while. at least long enough to make sure she is getting in the habit of exercise and eating proper foods.

The Lady.

I have been dating a rather nice (and relativly normal) girl for about a month now.
It is going well thus far.

Work.

Sucks.

Some silly words.

A coincidence between a comment i left Miss_Geek and the request from a friend got me to do something i have NEVER really done before.
I wrote...something.
A friend of mine asked me to start writing lyrics that he could write music to. why he asked me is beyond my scope of comprehension, ive never been good at that kind of thing. so between doing things at work i kinda threw this together. it doesnt really mean anything, at least i dont think so. it is pretty much just what came out. amature and really kinda lame, but oh, well. you have to start somewhere.

Scattered, Shattered, broken down.
Fragmented thoughts meander amongst the mist.
What was once thought to be a true now laid to rest.

Into the haze
Through the mist in my mind
There she drifts hidden behind my mask of sanity
Through the mist in my mind
There she awaits her fate
Through the mist in mind

Broken remnants of a lost dream
Fluttering, drifting and swaying out of reach
Beyond the brass ring and into another realm
Hidden in the fog, buried deep beneath the black beach
The captain of days since past stands at the helm
Steering upstream through the mist

Into the haze
Through the mist in my mind
There she drifts hidden behind my mask of sanity
Through the mist in my mind
There she awaits her fate
Through the mist in mind
Its to late


That is all.

Ps. dont laugh.
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    Hybrid Moments

This may sound crazy but...

I have been having this "vision" (or so i will call it) for the last few months. I didnt think anything of it however except that i was just trippin or being paranoid.

It would hit me with a trembling sensation and shoot throughout my body and i would see this "Event" happen in a rather realistic manner. It only lasted for a few seconds and went away as quickly as it came. Each time i would shake it off, and snap out of it.

Like i said, this has been going on fairly regularly for sometime now.

...Well, it actually happened on friday night. Just as i had seen and felt. In fact i thought it was just another one of those "things" that i had had before until it didnt stop and i couldnt shake it off. Instead of being afraid i had an unusual sense of calm and understanding. a moment of clarity.

i do not know anymore about what i want to do with my life than i did before but i know now for the first time that i will. i feel as though i truly have a purpose and reason for being.

I am getting rid of everything i own except for the essential cloths and ofcourse my MUSIC!

pretty much everything else is going. i am starting fresh. i feel reborn and alive like never before.
after my beach party on saturday i am going to disappear for awhile. i will check in from time to time to make sure my loved ones are doing well, but i wont be around in the physical sence.

i think i need some time off to reevaluate some things and finally pick a road to trott down instead of just drifting.

i am not only content, but happy. i have had a lot of things going on lately that i have not talked about on here, or anywhere and will most likely not, ever.

but i feel like it is as it should be and i have no fear whatsoever.

Much love to you all.
Me.
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    Jimmy Smith-After Hours
THE EYE!

Summer.

Today is officialy the first day of summer, or so i have been told.
That makes me happy.
It is sunny and warm.
That too makes me happy.

Sometimes i really love living in the "OC".
Its protective bubble which shields it from sharing the rest of the worlds reality has its perks from time to time!
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    Masterplan
lil buddy

A very nice night.

I met this girl at my buddys gradution party on friday night.
We chatted and the what not and had a nice time. We went to hang out last night, ya know, walk on the beach, some grub and few drinks.

And thats exactly what we did. It was odd though. It turned out to be a date, and a REALLY good date. I cant remember the last time i actually went out with a girl on an honest to god date but thats just kinda how it turned out and it was amazing.

Hmm, i dont know. I think that it could turn out to be something pretty serious, there was a definete connection on most every imaginable level. Everything last night just went smooth and all fell into place by itself. Neither one of us had to try and push anything it was all, just, kinda...perfect.